Thursday, May 5, 2011

questions in life

well i have definitely slacked over the last 4 months or so. i guess my new years resolution didn't last very long. haha. alot has changed since then. i no longer work at intouch sales. the company has lost a substantial amount of money and laid of 25 of us. i'm not entirely upset about this though because i didn't actually enjoy sitting still for endless amounts of time. i have checked in with my counselor and i actually only have 2 classes left to finish my degree. i couldn't be happier about that. i've basically come to a point again where i have to change schools. i'm not sure what my next step is. i think i'm moving out of state, but most likely at least out of the county. so at this point in time, i have no idea where i'll be living in the fall. its going to be a suprise. haha. my life is very much up in the air right now. i seem to be experiencing this strange phenomenon as well. suddenly i seem to be the object of affection of every male thing that moves. while i'm sure this sounds extremely conceited, its true. i dont know when or how it happened but all of a sudden guys are coming out of the woodwork causing the opposite problem of before. haha. however, i think i am still nursing some wounds and do not think pursuing any relationships at this time is a particularly wise idea. in due time, in due time. so currently my life's existance is a bunch of questions: what guy, what shool, what state, what job? i guess this is what happens when you just live day by day without any planning. i'll figure it out eventually. well, Praise Him always!

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