Thanks a latte for the job offer..

well its been a little while since my last post. school is well on its way now once again. carissa moved out about a week or two ago to live with her mom again. its kinda sad actually, cause we never see each other anymore and never talk. i'm not a fan of this new found distance. i have a job once again in a coffee shop. i work at kelly's at the mall. i'm happy to be working with coffee again, its such a good fit. even though the owner's son is a total weirdo and i get like no hours. i'm thinking about getting a second job becuase i really need to be making money, especially since i want to go to florida for the wedding, though i know it wont happen. i need to start saving for english camp too, its not far away at all! as always, i'm struggling to keep motivated and interested in school but i'm doing better than i used to so that's good. i really wish i was a good student who studied hard and did really well. i need to do well if i want to transfer anytime soon too. the relationship status has changed as well, chelsae's roommate's best friend rendell proved to be really cool actually. we were in this weird transitional state for a while but we went official sept 18. so we've been together for a little while now. its been really cool. i'm really impressed with him actually. its hard to explain it but the way he treats me is something i have never truely experienced. he's so tender and careful with the way he acts and treats me. i hate to admit it, but i'm totally falling for this dude. we'll see where it goes, i'm excited for the adventure either way. Praise Him always!

I Have Joined the Race for Knowledge

well the eternal, or yearly in this case, search for knowledge has begun once again. yes, school has started. while i generally find school a rather distasteful place, i rather enjoy my classes this semester. i'm a little concerned about my statistics class cause i struggle with math but i think i'll be ok with jorgen's help. also my reading class is a complete and total waste of time but again, nothing i can't handle. however, my world religions class is always an interesting one, full of new information for me to dive into. as well as my english class, where my professor continually finds these captivating stories. let the learning process continue! things have once again settled in temecula. the girls are gone, and carissa is back. even though at times, this might seem slightly mondain, i'm glad to have things back to normal and have some stability again. today after school me and carissa spent some time translating and working out the choreography for a sign language performance in the play. it was very stretching and frustrating to try and choreograph a piece to louder music (awake and alive by skillet) but overall i'm pleased with the outcome. it'll definitely get the point across. also coming up this weekend is One God, One Voice. apparently its kinda like a one day retreat over at calvary chapel south bay. i'm really excited to be going up there again, that church is such a blessing to me in so many ways. its going to be awesome getting a day of renewal and just total filling of the spirit as well. this is a golden opportunity for fellowship and for hearing more of the word. Praise Him always!