Thanks a latte for the job offer..

well its been a little while since my last post. school is well on its way now once again. carissa moved out about a week or two ago to live with her mom again. its kinda sad actually, cause we never see each other anymore and never talk. i'm not a fan of this new found distance. i have a job once again in a coffee shop. i work at kelly's at the mall. i'm happy to be working with coffee again, its such a good fit. even though the owner's son is a total weirdo and i get like no hours. i'm thinking about getting a second job becuase i really need to be making money, especially since i want to go to florida for the wedding, though i know it wont happen. i need to start saving for english camp too, its not far away at all! as always, i'm struggling to keep motivated and interested in school but i'm doing better than i used to so that's good. i really wish i was a good student who studied hard and did really well. i need to do well if i want to transfer anytime soon too. the relationship status has changed as well, chelsae's roommate's best friend rendell proved to be really cool actually. we were in this weird transitional state for a while but we went official sept 18. so we've been together for a little while now. its been really cool. i'm really impressed with him actually. its hard to explain it but the way he treats me is something i have never truely experienced. he's so tender and careful with the way he acts and treats me. i hate to admit it, but i'm totally falling for this dude. we'll see where it goes, i'm excited for the adventure either way. Praise Him always!